Tonight the banger sisters was on vh1.
While watching it I couldn't help but wonder by being a good kid all of my life what will happen to me when I grow up?
I am far from perfect, but I have been trying to live my life so that one day when I have kids I won't be a hypocrite when asking them to have lives similar to my own. Where I am left in this situation?
Damned if I do typical young adult activities and possible regret if I don't.
I like the fact I am not a Stereotypical college student. there are Reasons I don't participate in activities
that goes beyond laws and rules or even morals
I have no idea why I turned out this Way. i am proud that i Did but i have no explanation as to why this happened to me.
at least not Yet
I am envious of those who can just act. spontaneously and decisively
i am In my head, always. its like i cant escape, im trapped behind a wall and i have no tools to break it down.
I think i am suppose to find someone to help me with it... but who?
only time will tell. at least i Hope time Will tell
I felt i had my life together, it looks like i do. i had arranged the cards of my life nicely in order by suit
in Reality the cards have been thrown and now...
i'm playing 52 pickup.
I'll help you.
ReplyDeleteYou're not going to be a hypocrite by getting a little crazy now and then and then in the future expecting a lot from your kids. The goal is to be responsible about what you do and teach them to do the same. It's better to teach them that you can go out and have fun safely than to shelter them (and yourself) from it. It's ok to break out of your shell every once in awhile. You'll probably be glad you did.
Love you.
-Kay