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say something.
our story could have penned a script.
so what is the ending, our ending?
say anything.
let me know you cared
get angry, be sad, ask questions.
you need time. i needed space.
you want me to say it first.
i know you. that is what you want.
you never like beginning conversations
but this one i can't start, not yet
believe me i want to.
there's so much i want to say.
if you had just asked. anything.
i would have explained all that i could
but you didn't. i don't why i expected you would
that's not you. i knew that already.
so we will stay in limbo, waiting for the other to make the first communication
but you need time.

11/5

you still need time.
i hate that you're hurting. i am too.
you probably wouldn't believe that though
i am here for you. no matter what.
you just need time to figure out why i had to do this
it is going to be good for you. and me.
i'm trying so hard to do the right thing.
just trust me. actually place your trust in God.
He has this all planed out. and it is going to be an amazing life for both of us.
together or apart.
just give it time