Tonight the banger sisters was on vh1.
While watching it I couldn't help but wonder by being a good kid all of my life what will happen to me when I grow up?
I am far from perfect, but I have been trying to live my life so that one day when I have kids I won't be a hypocrite when asking them to have lives similar to my own. Where I am left in this situation?
Damned if I do typical young adult activities and possible regret if I don't.
I like the fact I am not a Stereotypical college student. there are Reasons I don't participate in activities
that goes beyond laws and rules or even morals
I have no idea why I turned out this Way. i am proud that i Did but i have no explanation as to why this happened to me.
at least not Yet
I am envious of those who can just act. spontaneously and decisively
i am In my head, always. its like i cant escape, im trapped behind a wall and i have no tools to break it down.
I think i am suppose to find someone to help me with it... but who?
only time will tell. at least i Hope time Will tell
I felt i had my life together, it looks like i do. i had arranged the cards of my life nicely in order by suit
in Reality the cards have been thrown and now...
i'm playing 52 pickup.
