Sunday, August 9, 2009

i ain't missing you at all

"I ain't missin' you
No matter what my friends say"

you make me so happy. I don't know what to act on. I do not trust the things you tell me but lately your actions have spoken volumes. I just have to trust God. I pray every day to understand His plan. You were put in my life for a reason and I can't wait to know why. so just get home safe soon cause I want to see what happens. You intrigue me and i can't help myself from being interested in you. even though there are hundreds of reasons i should not pursue this, you might be worth it. later though not now.

timing is always everything
and for now i just need a snuggle buddy

"I hear your name in certain circles
And it
always makes me smile"

i hope you all are having a safe and wonderful trip. please come home having grown closer to each other not farther. I do not enjoy the separation between all of my good friends.

lastly, thank you for all of the amazing people you have put in my life this summer. they have all had a part in changing me for the better and i hope they know my love for them even though i have known them for a short while.
while i may not want to grow up, i do like learning new things as i age